我妈妈17岁时是个自由奔放的人——所以她被关起来并陷入昏迷。
A new documentary about the history of forced psychiatric treatment in Spain

原始链接: https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cr43vx0rrwvo

短暂的圣诞节回家后,马里奥娜在一次失败的逃跑尝试后被强行送回马德里修道院。她被隔离并被贴上叛逆者的标签,内心深感孤独,开始拒绝进食,最终被送入精神病院。在那里,她遭受了残酷的治疗,包括电击疗法,更令人担忧的是,胰岛素昏迷疗法——一种通过高剂量胰岛素诱导医疗昏迷的危险做法。 马里奥娜认为这种“疗法”严重损害了她的记忆,促使她开始写日记。精神病院强迫她进食的尝试升级到身体上将她束缚在床上。绝望至极,并曾考虑自杀,她被告知达到40公斤的体重才能获释。这段经历导致她产生深刻的顺从和接受感,不可逆转地改变了她的精神状态,并在她后来的日记中留下了持久的影响,这些日记成为了关于她遭遇的纪录片的基础。

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After around four months, she was allowed to return home to Barcelona for Christmas, but wasn't permitted to go out alone. Somehow - and Mariona doesn't remember how - she managed to escape, but her escape was short lived. Within hours she was bundled into a car with her father and an uncle, and driven back to Madrid.

"We arrived back at the convent at dusk," she recalls. "I refused to go in. They pulled me up the stairs and gave me a sedative to get me inside."

Inside the convent, the other young women were warned against talking to her - the rebel girl who had the nerve to try to run away. She grew intensely lonely, and eventually began refusing food.

Dramatic weight loss resulted in her admission to a psychiatric clinic. There, she says she was given two sessions of electric shock treatment, followed by what was called "insulin coma therapy".

Mariona says she was injected with insulin to induce deep hypoglycemia - a coma-like state caused by low blood sugar. It was believed this could reduce psychotic or schizophrenic symptoms, and somehow "re-set" a patient's brain.

It was a "therapy" that was being discontinued in many countries for one simple reason: it could be lethal.

Mariona received an insulin injection in the mornings. Later she'd be brought out of the coma and made to eat. Mentally, she began to shut down.

"Everyday, I was more dazed. I started saying things like, 'I hurt my parents,'" she says.

"I entered this process of submission and acceptance."

Mariona believes the forced, intravenous "treatment" with insulin irreparably damaged her memory. Suspecting it was causing her to forget things, she began keeping a diary. More than five decades later, this faded, paper document from 1971 would inform Marina's documentary about her mother's experience.

Doctors believed the "treatment" would help Mariona gain weight - but that wasn't happening.

"One day, the psychiatrist decided it was better to try tying me to the bed until I ate."

Mariona's despair became so unbearable, she says she thought about taking her own life. Then the psychiatrist gave her a target weight of 40kg (6st 4lb). If she achieved that, they promised she'd be released from the clinic.

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